Her birth.

[Thank you all for you your kind comments regarding Amry’s birth slideshow. I’m glad that many of you were able to share in such a personal experience with us and I hope it spoke to you in some way.

But now I think it’s time to take this memory and tuck it away for our family. I’ll leave my post below about my thoughts on birth photography, but just know that if you’re reading this for the first time, some of it refers to the slideshow itself and may no longer make sense. Thanks so much!]

I wanted to wait until Lyndsay had finished up the birth images before I posted the birth story. And then I saw the slideshow and well…it speaks for itself. It was beautifully done and captures the day even better than I remember it.

Birth photography has always tugged at my heart. In fact, it was watching a slideshow of a homebirth that inspired me to try it my 2nd son. I so desperately wanted to hire a photographer, but at the time, we were living off a teacher’s salary, so it wasn’t in the cards. It wasn’t until seeing my own daughter’s birth through the eyes of a professional photographer artist that I realized just how invaluable it is. I would have paid a million dollars to anyone who could’ve done this for all of my children.

The night after Amry was born, I watched the video footage, and while I’m thankful to have it, it’s so raw, so impersonal, and the frightening sounds I was making (and the swear words) distracted terribly. What a relief to know that Lyndsay was there to capture it all and in such a way that wouldn’t make me feel self-conscious.

It was such an interesting experience having been on both sides of the camera, too. I wondered how it would be having “a stranger” present. But Lyndsay is not a stranger anymore…she’s a dear friend and she was wonderful! She was my fly on the wall…non-intrusive, totally quiet, I hardly knew she was there. I learned a lot from her about how I should be the next time I’m honored with the opportunity to photograph another birth.

There were many people at the birth and I’m sure I could have given someone a camera to take pictures. But there’s just no way a family member can step outside of the emotions of the event and be a “fly on the wall.” Ultimately, my family was there to witness the moments and it wouldn’t have been fair to ask any one of them to stay stuck behind a camera the whole time.

All I have from the births of my first two are a few shots of my babies from immediately after. Nothing to commemorate the labor process, nothing to show the emotions that my husband and I went through, nothing to document what was going on in the rest of the world while I was lost in the fog of labor. When I found out I was expecting #3, I knew immediately that I wanted a professional birth photographer there. A professional photographer/artist “sees” emotions that someone else might ordinarily miss. I loved my husband’s arms wrapped around me in image 19. There’s number 41 of my hands clasped around Virgil’s neck, pulling strength from his confidence in me. The genuine care and concern in 44. In image 89, all of a sudden, there is an extra person in the room with us ;-). Oh, the look on my boys’ faces in 91 and 92 and the absolute euphoria shown in 96. 99…that’s my beautiful, snuggly, sleepy daughter. 106…she’s mine. I love image 115 of Tristan running out of the room…that’s him…he flies…you can see the joy in his leap from the doorway. 120…I’ll always remember seeing Virgil holding his baby girl for the first time. And Logan playing peek-a-boo with his new baby sister in 122. And of course, our first family portrait #149.

I’m so glad Lyndsay came my way.

Oh, I could go on and on and on. But the beautiful part is that I don’t have to. I don’t have to struggle to try to remember every little detail about that day because I can relive it any time I want to. I didn’t cry when she was born. I didn’t cry when I watched the video. But when I saw Lyndsay’s amazing interpretation of the birth, my husband and I both watched through tears of joy, our hearts bursting with pure, overwhelming emotion.

Thank you so much, Lyndsay. This is a priceless treasure and I am forever in your debt.

80 Responses to “ Her birth. ”

  1. Kristin Says:

    WOW Michele….that was one of the most amazing photography work I have ever seen. Serious kudos to Lindsay for capturing all of that in such an amazing way…what an amazing talent. What a treasure that will be to all of you for a lifetime. Congrats again!

  2. Sam Says:

    Michele, thank you for sharing that. What a powerful, wonderful, amazing experience and equally incredible images to help you remember it. Wow.

  3. Natalie Says:

    wow! absolutely magical, what a story the photos tell, beautiful. so beautiful, I had tears in my eyes when Amerlyn arrived! Thank you for sharing such a personal and precious story. what a beautiful gift Lyndsay has given you. best wishes to you and your beautiful family

  4. Caitlin Says:

    Wow…this is amazing. Thank you for sharing this. As I await the birth of my first, I teared up and slightly considered changing all our plans:)


  5. Jeannette Chirinos Gold Says:

    Beautiful Michelle, I love it!

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  7. Nicole Says:

    amazing. You are amazing, your husband is amazing, your family is amazing, Lyndsay’s video/pictures are amazing.

  8. kimbrali Says:

    i have never seen a woman look as beautiful as you do in #95. thanks for sharing this. what a lucky little girl to be brought into the world in such a awesome way. there is a whole lot of love in your family. this is very obvious!

  9. Helen Says:

    Wow, what an awesome memory for you and for Amry to be able to see her own birth. I had tears in my eyes watching… so beautifully and tastefully done.

  10. Carol Says:

    Oh my! Thank you so much for sharing such a personal experience. The photography was amazing. She captured the emotions of the day in such a beautiful way. It was a privilege to watch the slideshow! Merry Christmas – have a great day with your beautiful family.

  11. Staci Says:

    Thank you for sharing this, Michele! It was beautiful! Congrats, again.

  12. Tina V. Says:

    Michele this is amazing…you are amazing! I am so glad that you allowed all of us to experience this with you. If only I could walk in your footsteps. Amery is just so beautiful and so is her mama! You have been blessed with 3 amazing gifts from God. Cherish them always!!! Love to you and your family, T.

  13. Megan Says:

    AMAZING! Thank you so much for sharing such an intimate part of your life. I check out your blog often. You are awesome!

  14. Darla Says:

    How moving! Thank you for sharing such a personal moment in your lives, what a blessing!

  15. Jenny Says:

    Just WOW! Amazing. I was in tears watching it. I so wish I had something like that from the birth of my son. Although a yucky c-section wouldn’t have photographed as well but you know what I mean. Lyndsay, beautifully done.

  16. Arielle Says:

    Amazing, so much emotion. Wow, you bring new light on having a baby at home. I wish I had experience such beautiful delivery, with my family and husband sharing such an important role in the process. The imagery is awesome Lyndsay, what a unique gift, like Michele said, I would give a million dollars to have the same for each of my 3 children. Thank you so much for sharing, a birth is the best reminder of the important values in life.

  17. janelle Says:

    absolutely beautiful and breathtaking. so wonderful that you have this to look back on and to be an advocate for homebirths and midwifery. i live in england and midwives are all you have during pregnancy and labour. absolutely wonderful.

  18. Bianca Says:

    WOW…simply breathtaking. You are amazing.
    What a treasure for Amry to have these memories of her birth!
    Your family is beautiful.

  19. Trish Says:

    WOW! Breath taking photos, I teared up lol, I think I love the photo of your son playing peek a boo with her is my absolute favourite! That is just so powerful in its own way! Awesome photos.

  20. Gina Says:

    Very beautifully said…do you mind if I use it to tell my clients THIS is why?? :) You said it perfectly! HUGE congrats!!

  21. Laura Says:

    These are amazing. Breathtaking photos and you were so lucky to have Lyndsay there to capture it all! Wow, just wow.

  22. Jennifer Says:

    wow that was simply amazing, absolute perfection. The miracle of life captured so purely and beautifully, wow. Lyndsay did an amazing job and is such an inspiration for other photographers, and you thank you for sharing such a personal time in your life with us all, it was absolutely beautiful!

  23. bridget Says:

    Thanks M for taking me there…..with you and your family and then back to my recent birth with Juliet. So, so amazing. Crazy as it is, would go through it again and again to have another sweet baby girl….huh?

    Hope you are well. Thanks for letting us see the realness and sharing something that is personal and dear. Lots of love heading your way. I hope you are enjoying these first few weeks. days and months with your new addition. I know I am. xoxox.

  24. Jesseka Says:

    This was so incredibly beautiful!!!! I started crying before I even watched the slideshow. Lyndsay did such an amazing job, all the little details and the way she captured all the emotion. Simply amazing.
    Thank you so much for sharing this incredible day.

  25. Cindy Says:

    Oh I’m so bummed I missed this … from all the comments it sounded amazing! As a mother of 3 myself and a photographer I would love to have been able to be touched and inspired too. Blessings to you and your beautiful family.

  26. Stacey Says:

    I am so sad that I missed the slide show. I was hoping that you would post something like that. I was out of town without a computer and it was so hard. Bummer that the holidays made me miss it. I would have loved to see it. If you decide to share it again….I would love that. =)

  27. Anonymous Says:

    This was a beautiful and awe-inspiring slideshow. I was in awe of both Lyndsay’s amazing captures and in awe of your amazing strength and raw emotion. And I just love this wonderful homage to Lyndsay :)

  28. Heather Kelson Says:

    I am so sad that I missed the slideshow… maybe one day you will bring it back out again? I know that home births are wonderful and having someone tell that story in pictures makes it even better when you can look back and see how things looked and felt from the other side of things… hope you are having a wonderful holiday with your new baby and family. lots of love and blessing to you all!

  29. karri Says:

    I too missed it. Are there any stills posted? I’d love to see some of the work. Thanks, Karri

  30. Deene Souza Says:

    That was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I’d pay more than a million to be able to go back and redo those amazing days with my children too. I’m glad I saved the email so I could see the slideshow. THank you for sharing that!

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